writing that card, wishing her, each word written slashes my heart...i do not know why am i so stupid...how can i wish them both be happy...how can i wish someone who took away the day which is supposed to be mine and every single thing that belonged to me to be happy with her? but yes...each word came right from my heart...no matter who is she with, as long she is safe, healthy and happy all the time...
each of us had our own paths to move on...tonight, looking back at the junction once again just made me stop right there...fully defeated...
sometimes i wonder how people get through this stage when they face it? they have been giving me advice and giving me ways to get over this...it never really work...because whether the better or worse situation they had been, it is NOT exactly the same as what happened to me...and i am me, you are you, they are they...i need to find my own way out of this...
Happy 20th Birthday baby...
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