a tiring day once again...the cycle is on and today just made me realise that the cycle is winding up...everything that comes WILL go...term 5, i gained alot of things seriously...and it made me feel that theres a total equation to what i have lost and what i have gain from it...all those fame and every single thing that i enjoyed is fading...even friends...
i sent her a card, 2 mails...she did not even get to read it on her birthday itself...does she even care? i do not know...and today, all she replied was just thanks for all the wishes...is that all? they asked me, what do i expect? but i asked myself...what CAN i expect? do i even have a choice? NO!...
time wil aide me, time will wash away things slowly, yeah, at times it feels that way but then, when things came back and hit me, it hit me just as hard and made me fall just as hard...i really wish i could have more, just a little more luck...its really a cold night out there tonight...walking around the college, the wind is just so cold...
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