where i am?

during these 4 days break...it was so boring, not much progress on the work that is supposed to be done...trying to find activities and plans everyday...till today, its the last day of break and after today, its gonna be straight all the way till finals...today was supposed to be fun, i taught...but at the end of it, i realised that i am not myself...totally not myself at all!...im going through each day and doing things that i makes me such a different person than i was...all these while, i knew i changed alot...i taught that change is normal and that change is for the good...it is true that now, i miss lesser things around me than before...but i had also came to realise, i had changed in every possible way...

till today, i found that all these changes, is transforming me to such a different person and it is getting me out of the right track...even me myself, i am worried about all these changes that had taken place...i need to stop all these...search for my true self once again...or else, i really have no idea of where i could end up in when i couldnt stop it anymore...