strange...

such a strange feeling i had today...the feeling of loneliness, emptiness is not there anymore but the feeling of insufficient time is there, for the first time i had felt that time is too short for me, time is not enough for me to be around with people whom i used to spend my time with...i guess this is another chapter of life...in order to move on to the next stage, certain things needs to be left behind in order to make space for new things to come...i really have no idea where i would end up in a year's time but then i definately will have a life more to myself and not living for others anymore...

everyone around me is able to find their happiness and their goals in life which i am very very happy about...and looking at them makes me wonder, how would mine be and when would it come to me? my goal and my dream never changed since i was 14 and although to some people it seemed childish but then, to me, although it might seem simple...it is not necessarily easy to secure that dream...and i dont even know whether that dream are able to realize in my chapters of life...but im sure im not gonna be anywhere too far away from it...appreciate precious moments with the ones dearly to you is my short term goal now or else, i wouldnt know when would the next chance be...cheers to you guys~~~!