1001 words

in this blog, to this date, there are more than 1001 words that had been written to describe every single thing to emotions and to incidents that happened 7 months ago till today...so much had been described, so much had been written down, they often say words never fails to express emotions, but then, to me, today, right now, i just feel that words had failed me and i dont know how to describe anymore already with words...what can be put into words has been already been put into words, till now, i can say nothing more to express how am i feeling right now at this moment...

theres not one thing i do in my life right now that doesnt remind me of her...how am i to go on like this? till when can i go on like this? i really cant help myself, i really cant move on no matter how long it is from now or how hard i am going to try...those times will never ever come back...but i wont leave this path...never...