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the question that arises a week ago already have an answer, that was not even a path, or an exit through the recovery process...to me, i think it is just a stepping stone to move a little further as i am way before schedule...here i am, back to square one but this time, the edges are way stronger...and now, so far, for the second time i have realised, no one is able to replace her position, no one is able to offer what she gave me back then...the path to serenity is getting really really near...i can see it, and the next few finishing steps, i cant afford any mistakes...i wonder, what will it be, to be totally out of this...im sure it really feels good...^^