never mine

happiness wont come by force...so, no matter how i want it to stay, it wont...from day one, i never truly had her heart, but when the time where i truly own her heart, i never appreciate it, and in the end, when i no longer have a stand in her heart, i forced my position to be maintained there...

right now, i really cant see the point of all these...life is just all about twisting around...you can never know when is the next sharp turn ahead...whether your ready or not, life goes on...

i have no option right now, but the only option i had now is to live with those memories she left me with, although there would be no continuation to it but at least she did not take all those memories away from me...although its not going to be enough to fill that empty space, but at least theres something there rather than nothing at all...