deux ans

2 years, is neither a short time nor as long as it sounds...but 730 days is quite a number of days, within those 730 days, there were sweeteness, bitterness and sometimes sour as well...the decision made definately moved me forward...just sometimes, when certain things encountered which relates to her, i couldnt help but to think back, it puts a smile on my face, although the pain it usually causes is already starting to get numb but yet, it still twitches...

today, tonight, i was thinking, imagining, what if one day in near future, she was single once again, and i were to go after her, the proper way, everything is restarted, we get to know each other once again from zero.......i really wonder, how would it be, how would i feel and what will be my mood at that particular time...i just couldnt imagine how happy i would be if that happens...hoping is what keeps us going, although things might not always turn out to be the way we want or expect it to but then, it is that hope that will just improve things bit by bit...but we never know until we get there...

i will be right infront, looking back at those memories, keeping that little hope within me that you would come calling for me from the back once again, helding out your hand, reaching mine...i will be who i am, persue my dreams, awaiting, for an unfinished story....je t'aime pour toujours, magdeline tan jia wen...