Waking up from a dream is the hardest part...especially when you already been dreaming for such a long time...waking up and facing the reality is frankly so damn hard...why everything seems so inter-related to the past...related to things which I’m working on to forget...I’m really wondering how much harder can this get?...it is the hardest thing I ever encountered...
Once more I’m feeling as though I’m starting to lose everything once again...was it my thinking or it is just happening?...I just dunno what is the right thing to do...and I know what I have done really pisses you off...but I dare say that I do everything without feeling any guilt and I do everything with the right heart and I have no regrets...if you think im someone whos not worth knowing...i have nothing to say seriously...all I just hope is understanding...but I think I have been given such a reasonable amount of understanding...and I thank you for that...
Some things just never heal...some things just stays there...some things just never change...taught kills...and today im defeated by it once again...i have changed so much...and I hope all these worth the pain...slowing down is a way when things just get overheated...movement stopped at this moment...till it moves again...rainbow shall re-appear and the noble truth shall be revealed...
Monday, July 28, 2008
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