fate

fate sometimes is undeniable...alot of people choose not believe because they choose to believe that their life is at their very own hands...today is just as grey as expected after the storm yesterday...feeling so darn tired today, forced by my conscious to get up in the morning and attend class...dont really feel like talking the whole day...

when i was on my way back, taking the train...i saw my neighbour which is kinda close to me and my family...she was waiting for the train in the same station as i am...she got in...i got in to the other door trying not to bump into her cuz i dont feel like talking to anyone...but then, i realised, her husband was there at the other end...then i came to see, sometimes, when things are fated...no matter how and no matter in what situation, when 2 person are fated to meet or to be in a place, you will definately meet and when you are not fated to be together...no matter how hard you try, how sad you can be or how painful ur making yourself, it just cannot happen...

its really weird when we talk bout things like this...its unexplainable, but yet, i can feel the existance of it...im wondering when would the person that is fated to be mine will show up or even return...........i shall wait.............