feels different

its the first day back to college after 5 weeks of holidays which i kinda wasted doing nothing....time really flies...looking back...it is already 2.5 years since high school times is over...and its already the third year in college...so many things has happened and changed... today is really a new beginning and its a good start...its just alot of things just feels so differently...today is the day that i once again attending class but it is the first day that im doing it with something missing and so many things changed...i just hope things will get much better as time goes by and it is already much better than before and than i expected it to be...

i guess the key to moving forward lies in the past...from now on, i think i will do my best to control emotions and not be overuled by it, transform environment and not be transformed by it...yesterday is history, today is a gift and tommorow is a new beginning filled with mysteries of life...