endless

i do not know how much i could take further...i do not know much tears i still had until its all drained...things just hit me so hard today, pushing my limits and in the end it seems im not up to the challenge...and not only one thing...waves of incidents just happened so coincidently until i really have to kneel down and admit fate, destiny and GOD's almighty...i couldnt fight over fate...i can never win...today, GOD is just trying to let me see and realise whereby certain things really cannot be forced....and certain things is just fated and i just need to face it with a willing heart....its my fate...but is it my fate too that i cant let things go? is it my fate too that i must be dragged on by all of these? i always believe everything is within our own palms...and as long we are able to do our best, we could achieve what we wanted...it seems not, we still have to follow our own fate and destiny planned by GOD in certain matters...it seems i had gone the wrong way...and today, i think all of those that happened is a warning and a sign telling me to get back to the right path...is letting go and freeing myself for good is really an exit to all these? i will try and im praying that i would not fall this hard ever again....time will show....