Saturday, July 19, 2008

has it stopped???...maybe not...

it was a tiring day once again despite having 12 hours of sleep...classes has never been this fun before although i did not really learnt or catched anything the lecturers were throwing at me...but yes....it was very fun being able to mingle around with the others....and i totally forgot about something that bothers me every single day before this...and when i was heading back home...i taught i had moved a very big step forward....feeling satisfied with myself...i went out for a movie, again....and it was good...i enjoyed it so much although having to sit at the 5th row from the screen...pls do watch red cliff for those who loves chinese history...its really good but kinda disappointing when it stopped halfway before the battle is over and it had to be continued on the second part....driving home feeling so full with what i had for my day...briliant...this is the life it is supposed to be....

reaching home, entering my room, looking at my laptop...oops...i havent check my mail for today...its gonna be sat tmr...and i started hoping....hoping that one of the mail that is sent to me will tell me where and when to meet someone tmr...yeah..that email is from her...but i was desperately searching for any words telling me that im meeting her tmr...but no....there isnt any...feeling so disappointed...once again...my day ended badly...deep inside...its bleeding...i wonder, how long more will it take to fully heal this...all i know now is that, the healing rate has picked up its pace...the path of serenity is nearing....but still...its painful...

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