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another boring and blank day...so many things to be done but then the mood is really not there to do anything at all but just slacking...is this somehow a comfort zone? am i hiding from the world out there in this comfort zone...well...some said yes...but i dont think so...everything around us and even us are constantly changing from time to time...to this moment, i aint hiding from anything else...it is just, im not ready...but the spirit within is growing with time...the flame is still burning...and once it is blazing hot enough, im sure it will soar high...

today again, people told me that i have changed alot after all those things....i became someone quite different from before...from someone so quiet and so arrogant, turning into someone very friendly and sociable...and yeah, i have more friends than i ever had...the big picture seems to show that i have lost alot recently...but then, when i look at the picture in detail, i realised there are alot of smaller pictures within, telling me that my life has never been so full before and right now after all those things, my life is definately more colourful...it might not be as beautiful but yet, there are more colours in it now...so why should i just look at the big picture and stop right there where i can look closer and see more things in smaller scopes...

seeing is only an act, but the information of what the eyes sees is registered and analysed in our brains and felt by our hearts...open them wider and more things will come to you...