it is friday already? thats fast...the week was going at a very fast pace...at last, the long weekend arrived...today is really a very wonderful day...for the first time ever! i felt happiness once more! its really coming from within, not pretending, not acted, not brought out forcefully but it came naturally...
i had bought and spent on so many things these few days, especially today...buying things that i really appreciate and like...looking back at 2 years ago, i never taught of buying any of these things despite seeing the others having their very own equipments..why? budget was always tight for me and all of them are spent for something else and at that moment of time, these things arent important to me...
today...i do not know how did that happen, but yes....for that few hours, i felt so excited and happy...even thinking of her and going to memorable places doesnt really affect me that much...i really dont know how could that happen...
i went mid valley with my friends today...i came across alot of things in the mall...too much in fact...it is a place where we spent most of time together there...i dont feel the pain that much today but i cant deny that i do miss her...usually i do have very short memory power...but certain things, i think im able to remember for life...august is already coming to an end...the month i feared most, is finishing...this tells me that seriously, nothing is impossible, and nothing you can do to stop everything from moving until your ready...whether you are ready or not, whether you like it or not...the world continues to circulate....
i do not know where i stand today...but i think i moved slightly further...still, it is not easy....
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