Its already 23 of august today. The day im fearing the most is approaching, i do not know how would i feel on thaat particular day, but one thing is sure, i wont be feeling happy on that day. Others kept telling me to take it as any other normal day, but the fact is that, that day is not just any ordinary day, it is a day which is special for me and for her. See how ironic words from others can be sometimes. On one side, they tell you to face the truth, on the other side, they tell you to ignore and forget. It just makes me feel that at times, words people gave me are nothing but just words of comfort, words that trying to get me through the hardest and most difficult day. I understand that their only motive of doing all these, saying all these is just to see me smile and be happy from within.
Most of it has been wiped away, re-written with something else which only consists of me. No matter how much things are written on top of the past, the shadows of the past are still visible. Without past there isnt future, they co exist. In order to gain true happiness, we need to know what pain and sadness is all about.
Those who viewed my blog, they often say that its boring and filled with nothing but emotional words which is getting so boring. This is written not to show others how emotional i can get, this is written to record what im going through, to me, its a guide towards a better and happier life and to remind me in the future to appreciate each and every single thing im having. This is the path of pain, leading towards serenity.
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