its really a very unhappy day for me...i taught it is all gonna end up very very well and everyone would be happy and appreciate what i had done but as again, life has shown me once again that not everything will go as planned or the way you wanted it to...temper failed me once again, i never got so angry in my whole entire life and this is the first time i ever felt that burning sensation within my heart and i just felt like bursting fire out of my mouth...i wasnt like that last time, hardly get mad at anything at all, in fact never really am angry at something or someone more than a day...as we grow, as the environment around us changes and we tend to have more things in our lives than before, the inner self within us will evolve as well...i had become someone who is so not me and not one person whom i knew 10 years ago would believe who i had become today...
its really the time to move on, i had stayed way too long than im supposed to...i had my own life right now and she had her own, although we both had lead a very different path now, the existance of the junction where we parted could not be denied...either we embrace it or drag it on long enough to see it turn sour...
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