again and again..

watching the drama, the path and scenes about the couple in it is more or less like my own, a mirror to myself...nothing is certain in this world...you can never know what comes next...when problems occur, it is always problems that shakes a relationship, always problems, not problem...it is always made up of a series of events before it poses a threat to the relationship...

they waited, missed the chance of being together, in the end, they really got together, but then, a series of events happened, bringing them further apart...the closer they tried to get to each other, the futher they are to each other...in the end, it is always one party that continues to hurt the other person over and over again...one time after another, leaving the other person alone to rot, to perish again and again...

scenes after scenes, incidents after incidents, the girl keep doing things, making decisions to hurt the guy, yet, the guy kept forgiving her regardless of what she had done to hurt him, in the end, shes marrying someone else instead of him, he tried to bring her back with everything he had, but as things cannot be turned around, he knew he had to let go, till that moment, i can truly understands how he felt when she told him hes marrying someone else and in the end, he still decides to congratulate them whole heartedly, even his heart is so broken....

but life is very unpredictable...how far is the distance between the ground and the sky? can you actually touch and feel the sky? how far is the distance from east to west? there are lots of uncertainties, how can you actually know the distance between the ground and the sky as you cannot feel and touch the sky? how can you actually find out the distance from east to west as you when the world is a sphere...in the end, they still got back together, but then things doesnt happen in a sudden, there were also a series of events bringing them back together...

im wondering, will the same ending happen to me as well? will all the things i had done pay off one day...will i be able to claim back what is rightfully mine? i guess what is yours will be yours in the end, forcing it would never last...where are you? how are you? what are you doing? im desperate to know...but i guess, i would never know...letting things free from the tight grasp and let things develop freely might be a way to end all these quickly...