nothing much about today...just like any other days...there were lots of flashes of the trip to langkawi...somehow, a way or another, it kinda played the scenes of the entire trip from the start of my day...the skies were cloudless and so blue, the sea was refreshing, the wind that blows by the seaside is just so soothing, bringing calm to your entire body, mind and soul...even the sun which is usually hot is warm during that time...i never felt so happy and relaxed in my entire life...but somehow, it wasnt perfect, it is almost perfect, because there is fear within, wanting the time would stop right there for eternity...
during that time, i taught of this and i said this to her...if it wasnt because of the problems and the breakup of the relationship, this trip wouldnt be as fun and as perfect as this with no quarrels and everything was just at its right place...but it has also became something that we both know we will regret for the rest of our lives at that particular time, even today, to me...it has to end...the tree is already dead...but the core of it is still there, still within me...awaiting to be awakened...i wonder, whats next?
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