wealthy

one of my friends called me the day before yesterday to ask me how am i doing lately...i told him i was doing fine and better since he last saw me...but i also told him that emotions and memories still comes back at a certain time of the day...my weekend was really so full...im out the whole day and i did so many things yesterday...

i went to college, went to pastry pro with my friends, played badminton, went for dinner with my parents and then head to the cafe to yam cha with my friends...everything was really good but theres one thing that made me feel uneasy...when i was heading back to klang, i stopped at the traffic light in front of summit, as usual, it takes a few rounds of green before i can exit to the highway, it was a rainy day yesterday, looking at the grey cloudy sky, i realised, no matter how full, busy, enjoying and happy my day is, theres always something missing at the end of it...i remembered very well that before this, at that particular time on every sat, i would just have fetched her home after an outing and at this particular traffic light i would definately call her and talked to her till im out in the highway and happily heading to the badminton court and calling her to tell her i already reached safely...not anymore, i had no one to call anymore in my call list...

what it means by being poor to you? is it that you do not have any money left in your pocket and you couldnt even afford a meal? is that being poor? what if you are rich, you live and eat luxuriously every single day but no one is sitting with you on that dinner table with you? both scenarios has its own side...but to me, i will definately choose to be poor in terms of money but wealthy in terms of love and care...

everything comes from and returns to dust eventually, live a carefree life and learning to let go certain things might lead you to a better and happier life...