i just couldnt believe how time flies...its the end of the term, again...i so wanted to study, i so wanted to concentrate...but i just couldnt...from yesterday morning till now...i tried to study and concentrate but nothing goes in...each time i picked the notes up and read them, yes i am reading them but then, my mind was thinking bout something else...my mind kept going back to the flashes of the previous term and worse still, its mid autumn festival today, and those events that happened last year was so deeply carved into my heart where i kept having flashes of them repeatedly...i do not know how many repeats i would need to go through to be able to truly get over it...where everything that happens is just a mere memory, nothing else...
its 14th today...for the past 2 years, when this day of the month arrives, i always feel strange as though i had forgotten something, and most of the time i couldnt figure out whats missing...well today, i do...i still remember, 4 years back, the number 14 means alot to me especially on the 14th of june, the 14th of nov and the 14th of july...it was a special, magical number to me at that time...between me and someone who shared something precious and special with me and it is also someone that i had forgotten and even ignored for the past 2 years...and today, i truly know what i feels to get over someone and certain things...
when will be the next post on the 6th of the month? i can never tell....
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