appreciate

whenever i see or hear about stories where 2 people who loves each other is forcefully seperated either by parents or even taken away by death, i wonder how pain would that feel? is that pain as painful or even more painful that what i had been feeling? i really want to know...alot of people told me that those feeling are even worse than what i felt...i dont believe them...because, at the very least, no matter what happened, they are able to tell themselves that the other half is still waiting, still loving, still caring and still crying for them...and i still think that crying yourself where the other person dont give a damn is even more hurtful than anything...

theres this phrase where the old folks used to say, when you lose something and got it back after some struggle, you tend to appreciate it more than anything before that...it is true!...because the moment you lost it, you will get to know how important it is to you and how much it means to you...and when you are given a second chance to rewind things, you will know the right thing to do and appreciate...at this hour, i couldnt help but wish that i could have that second chance to appreciate what i had lost...i just hope that im given a chance to do what is right and mend what has broken and build a stronger bond than before...but...it is just on my side...one hand cannot clap, things never work in one way...one way ticket is ticket---to nowhere...