when i had my breakfast this morning, i was glancing at the newspaper and i saw something that ruined my mood for the morning...a 16 year old girl, lai ying xin is abducted, strangled and partially burnt to death...she was bright, beautiful, and generous...i wonder what had she done to deserve such fate...is it that nowadays people just lost their humanity? what the hell is wrong with them....
then my friend msged me, telling me that his 98yr old grandma just passed away yesterday...well, just hope that she left without any pain...
i went to central today, missing the seat, the food and the drinks in strudels, kl sentral...its not that the food is great or anything...its just...something made it special, something made me wanna go back there again and find the feeling that it once brought...that was the last place i went with her...and im quite sure that is going to be the last place i ever go with her....but then, it shocked me, the shop has closed down...i still remember that it was opened 2 years back...when they were renovating the place, i already promised her to bring her there to have apple strudels...but i never brought her there until the day we came back to langkawi...but now, i taught i am able to find back those moments, those feelings there....but looks like im never going to have that chance anymore...everything is lost...nothing can be done...it is just an arrangement of GOD...to make me go down there just to find that it has closed down...but i knew, no matter what, i had to hang on...no matter how harsh the situation is, i cannot fall...there is no allowance for me to make mistakes anymore cuz i had used it all up...i never wanna hurt anyone around me ever again...
well, this just adds to the collection of the regrets in my life....
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