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thank god, the exam wasnt as bad as i taught it would be...and yeah, luck was there right beside me when im doing the exam...although it wasnt good but then i think its already the best i could possibly do...

when i came back, lying on my bed trying to rest, i looked at the lotion bottle just right beside my bed...it was a birthday gift from her...all these while, i never had the heart to use it, and the reason i put it beside my bed is because, it makes me feel that shes close all the time...but then as everything changed, i refused to move it away...in fact i refused to change one single thing that is related to me and her whether it is on my computer, wallet and everything...cuz to me, i dont want anything to change and i cant find a reason for me to change it anyhow...looking at the lotion, i realised that the volume has gone down, i never used it but yet, the volume decreased...of course it would, it has already been there for a year now...at the moment, i see that once again, with or without you realising it, with or without your approval, with or without your willingness to accept the fact, things around us will continue to change and develop...she might have moved on pretty far from the spot i last knew she was at, but being so naive, till today, i still taught and assume shes still there at the right spot where i last seen her, assuming everything will be the same in a way or another...how long it would take me to grow up and stop being naive? well, destiny awaits...