these two days is the worst within these few months...my mood couldnt get any worse and it feels like the time during my previous holidays after my training...alot of things come back, more and more each day and one taught linked to another...
i really couldnt believe that i would come to this day...what about all those things we had back there? its all gone!!! i can never retrieve them back...im starting to doubt whether i will truly recover and start anew...
i felt like eating chocolates after dinner, i took them out, looking at it, flashes shot my mind...i dont wanna eat them, i wanna keep them, but then when i checked the expiry date, i realised that if i dont eat it now, its gonna end up in the bin next...i know certain things will keep moving on...but i just cant help missing her...every second of it...every second of it makes me misses her more and more, as every second ticks off, i would imagine how were things like and how would things be if we were still together today, right now, at this very second...everything would be so perfect...
being defeated or facing any difficulties in life is not as worse as going through all these and seeing the person you cared and love most walk out of your life and all you can do is watch her walk further and further away, out-of-your-life....
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