Monday, September 29, 2008

exceeding limits?

everyone has different perceptions about certain things...that is why, each person is unique and are made up in different complicated combinations...to others, i am only a person who is weak, unable to move on, being stupid and torturing myself and people around me...to me, i find nothing wrong with my perception and my principles of life...

YES, it is true, all those words that they said is so true...but that doesnt mean, my perception is wrong and its not like im being stubborn or anything, its just, to me, i doesnt seem wrong...till this very second my decision is final, i still miss her, i still love her and i still want her back and im willing to take everything and anything from her and what she can offer and i will give her everything i had if she were to come back to me and my answer is always yes and its final...

as proven, many will not agree with what i have decided but then, my biggest enemy is emotions...i can conquer myself, change myself in terms of attitude and other things about myself, i can change it all, but i cannot help being conquered by emotions...to me, shes an angel, shes the person i ever want, no matter what the consequences will be, im willing to face it, with just one request, her coming back...and im quite sure that for years to come, my birthday wishes will be her coming back to hold my hands once again, share and continue what is unfinished...5 years, isnt too hard than it sounds...

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