4 months back, i vowed that i will never get in a relationship with anyone no matter what unless that person is her...back then, the vow is so solid and i knew that im sure to fulfill it...when time slowly goes by...things started to go back to normal...things started to come back to me...i got back to most of my senses...thinking back about all the things i had done, i felt stupid and embarrassed in front of my family and friends...and to those whom i told them about the vow i made...they said im stupid and its not going to happen, its impossible, they kept saying that i needed more time and this vow would be meaningless and they say no one are able to fulfill any vow of such...
i really think i can fulfill it...i really want to let her and everyone know, im different from any others...i want to let her know that im able to fulfill most of my promises to her....i do not know what can i do right now to make myself better other than seeking relieveness by writing it all out in this blog...well after all, she was the purpose of this blog created...
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